Another weekend, another long trail race for Kim.

This time, we were back at Wilson Lake in central Kansas for a 50K race. Kim was mainly using it as a training run for a 100K race later this fall, but still managed to finish 3rd among women. It didn’t look like a particularly enjoyable training run to me (hot and humid), but that’s probably why I take photos for fun and she runs crazy long distances. I think we were both satisfied with the results of the day as we drove home, though she seemed a little more fatigued for whatever reason.

The race started after sunrise, so by the time Kim and the other runners headed off into the humidity and hills, the light was already a little too bright for good photos. I hung out and watched World Cup soccer on my phone for a while. A few hours later, some thin clouds appeared and provided nice diffused light for close-up photos. It seemed silly not to take advantage of that.

The breeze was just a little stronger than I wanted for wildflower photography and not quite strong enough to make the runners happy. The runners had to live with it, but I had a mitigation strategy. I headed for some rock outcroppings, figuring that at least the rocks (and anything sitting on them) wouldn’t be waving around in the wind.

While walking toward the rocks, I came across flowers and insects that were a little tricky, but not impossible to photograph in a breeze. It was fun being enough south of my usual prairies to see some different species – as well as a lot of familiar ones in a different setting. The trick, of course, is to know which species are the same as the ones I know and which are just similar enough to fool me.

I’ve been to Wilson Lake often enough in recent years that I’m starting to get familiar with the species at the site. Of course, that also puts me in that realm of ‘knowing enough to be dangerous.” I won’t be offended by any corrections made to my tentative identifications in this post.

I didn’t wander too far from the aid station because I wanted to be sure I was on duty when Kim came by for ice, water, food, etc. The closest rock outcroppings were just off one of the roads around the lake. That was fine except that I could feel the eyes of drivers on me as I laid prone on the ground, trying to photograph ants, tiger beetles, and other friends. I tried to move enough to show passersby I wasn’t dead, just eccentric.

My biggest success of the day was that I finally found and photographed the collared lizards Kim sees regularly but I’d not yet found during our Wilson Lake trips. I’m not sure why this was the day, but once I saw the first one, I saw quite a few. Most of the time, of course, I’d spot them because they were scurrying away and diving under rocks. Fortunately, Kim was running for a long time and I had plenty of time to wait them out. There were several instances when I just set up my camera near where I’d seen a lizard dive into cover. Then I sat patiently until it emerged back into the light.

I took a lot of lizard photos. Who knows when I’ll see another collared lizard, after all? They’re sure not around my neighborhood at home.

As I walked through the prairie, grasshoppers flew like popping popcorn away from my feet and cicadas buzzed loudly from perches and while escaping my approach. As always, most didn’t stick around to be photographed, but because my heart is true and I have a friendly face, a few allowed me a few moments with them. Then they promptly fled for their lives.

By the time Kim finished running, I was hot, sweaty, and ready to go home. So was Kim, I guess. The cicadas, grasshoppers and sphinx moths seemed unfazed. We left them to carry on without us.

Jojo Morelli joined the Hubbard Fellowship in February 2023 and her joy and enthusiasm have illuminated our lives ever since. Her drive to learn and her work ethic have made her a crucial part of our conservation team in Nebraska. All of those same traits have also earned her a new job, which she’ll be moving to next month. As of September, Jojo will be a Grassland Stewardship Assistant with The Nature Conservancy at Ordway Prairie Preserve in South Dakota. Unfortunately, that means we lose her before her Fellowship is over, but I guess the good news is that the Fellowship did its job of helping to get her the career position she’s been dreaming of!

Jojo is multitalented in conservation, but has an artistic side as well – not that artistic talent isn’t also an important attribute in conservation. In this blog post, Jojo shares some of her conservation jouney, as well as a couple excllent poems she’s written about prairies and land stewardship. Enjoy!

I didn’t always want to be a Hubbard fellow.

When I started college, I was a journalism major, bright-eyed and hopeful to report on impactful topics.

After a few years of coursework, I pivoted in a different direction: I wanted to work in conservation and do purposeful work to protect any portion of the natural world that I could. Spending time in nature has always been something that has brought me happiness and fulfillment, as I’m sure many readers of this blog can relate.

When I transitioned into field-based biological work, I was encouraged by family and friends to document some of my experiences for others, something I stubbornly protested (“I want to be thought of as a scientist now”). I was intent on changing my image and washing away my past experiences to be taken seriously.

Imagine my surprise when I understood that the conservation field and journalistic writing often intersect and create a huge impact. By then it was too late: the specific details of stories had washed away with a few years, and I wouldn’t be able to illustrate stories from my biological field work experiences with much accuracy.

Thankfully I came to my senses as I began to transition into a new realm of conservation: habitat management, specifically in prairies. Previously I had worked on species-specific monitoring projects or as a technician for graduate research projects. I wanted to move to larger-scope conservation work, focusing mainly on the ecology of habitats, instead of the needs of a particular species or group of species.

This time I wouldn’t forget to document my memories in the field, but still not in the form of an article or essay. I decided to go back to my favorite form of expression: poetry.

Poetry is something a lot of people have misconceptions about or simply don’t know much about. There’s a certain outdated mystique that comes with the expression style that attracts odd eccentrics (like myself). Of course, the art form has become more mainstream with digestible “Instagram poets” becoming popular (e.g., Rupi Kaur).

I like to describe poetry as my way of painting. I’ve always been awful at visual art (and never invested much time in it, this is true), so poetry was my way of making sense of the world around me growing up.

Now, I use it to recall and treasure some of my favorite memories working outside for a living, often intersecting with the strange political setting of conservation. I’ve written about topics from the interesting dynamic of a past military base now a wildlife refuge full of albatross to the experience of being bitten by a harvester ant stuck in my pants (and, regretfully, killing it).

The coinciding of conservation work and art to me was not something I had considered early in my career. I figured if I was going to write about my experiences, it had to be educational and for a larger audience. I didn’t realize that artistic writing could be a part of this relationship, and still reach an audience. Braiding science into art is another way to encourage everyone to feel welcome and included in the conservation field. This collaboration is another way of asking: This is how I see the natural world, but how do you see it? and actually listening to someone else’s answer.

In this way, I feel that if even one person reads a poem of mine and it encourages them to spend more time outside, I will feel thankful. If not, though, at least I can remember some of my favorite experiences with a little bit more color.

End note: For those looking to read great nature-themed poetry, I highly recommend Mary Oliver. It is an easy transition into poetry for anyone.

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I wrote “Grass of Us” while at a survey job and while frustrated with coworkers who scoffed at the plant identification work we had to do, preferring only to focus on wildlife work. Largely, this piece is in reference to human’s long connection to the grassland habitat, and how we need it for the future, just as it needs us. It will help us if we protect it.

GRASS OF US

You can cut, tarnish, rip

and all will be new, flower and pollen

in half a season.

Burn me and my past skins and seeds will feed.

I have always loved you.

My spidery fingers hold your platform

tight and safe.

I have heard you dance all these centuries.

I have fed your food.

Do you think I falter? My bones weak?

I have knit this world for you. A perfect cacophony

you pretend to understand.

Where are your trim rows? Your oaks you collided?

Awns of awe

glumes protectant

racemes, spikes, inflorescences

A glowing herald

I thought you knew?

This frenzied prayer, oath

There was no me or you

Now the wind shakes us in drought and invaders camouflage.

There is only us in this fractured dirt.

This forgotten communion, a cursed ancient.

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“Weeds” is about the evergreen fight against invasive plants. I wrote it while it was invasive plant spraying season at the preserve I was working at. This piece describes the process of going out as a team to spray “weeds” from ATVs/UTVs as quickly as you can, even when you know there is no way you’ll be able to call the job complete.

WEEDS

Aboard a bucking machine, burning a jostled sheen of exhaust into the drought, we perch

as sentinels or dreaded messengers, liquid with this metal Bess Beetle.

The tracks wilt in, tired, as if this is the last ounce left. As the arrogant yellow sucks away

what little moisture is left, as they watch with clammy hands the rest of the plants

turn, roll over, recoil. Digging down

To a hybrid state or a misty webbing of roots, unrestricted in the loamy dark, that lonesome fade.

Sunscreen burns my eyes again. The thick, sour scent of our blue-soaked solution

is visible, viable. Enough?

To quell the pounding burst of catalytic life, to quiet the rough spreading stains.

Here we are, crouched and waving royal blue flags.

Eyeing two paper photos to find the difference, and tuck into a scrapbook.